Sunday, July 17, 2005

Hello God..Its me....(you no what my name is..Your God)

So my mother has spent her Saturday with her new found "friend"..Am still a little Leary of the situation..I do not trust people, nor do I expect them to trust me..And I have no problem with that what so ever..My poor ole mother has been thru a lot the last 10 or so years and I really hate to see her do something rash or speedy...But such as life I guess..

We are staying home from church this lovely steamy Sunday morning..My house needs some grave attention..Which when something needs attention, that is when I tend to ignore it:)

Some days I feel I have no clue what my purpose is..Sure I am a mom who stays at home all day..But I always hope I am more than that..Like I have stated before..I am a bit of a biologist..I know blood,bodily fluids,nearly every disease,and have seen man y disgusting things...I have dissected a fetal pig..I have looked at nearly every organ and cell under a microscope...
OK..So why am I just sitting here everyday..I should be out contiuing my education so I can get a job that pays more than 10 dollars and hour..(that is roughly what I make at my part time job at the nursing home where I play games and read to the elderly)..Yes my husband has a real good job..We have a nice home...We have 3 good children...So what am I lacking?..Not sure?....A dog?..Nope got one of those for Christimas cause I thought I needed one..(turns out I didn't,spend $600 on dog that I really didn't need)..A cat..No I have one of those..My mothers day gift about 3 years ago..(she is a Siamese..Beautiful kitty)..But no that wasn't it...A job..Well I have that now, still nothing..

So I am thinking it is lipo suction..I do think that will do the trick..Maybe a boob reduction...Nothing fancy:)..Not asking for an extreme makeover..Just a little nip and tuck:)

I know it is not that I need another kid..That would just drive me to the nutty bin..And I do not have time for that in my scheule....

Maybe I need a shrink..Maybe he or she could tell me what my problem is...If any of you are shrinks...Please insert the cure for my diease..Is it just the heat..(been nearly 100 degress for 12 days in a row)....

I want to take the kids to the beach today..Not sure if it is gonna pan out..Hubby never wants to leave the house..And I try to think of ways to get out of it...

Well I better go shower and whatnot...Try to get some crap done around here ,as my maid hasn't shown up..:)
I will try to write something bouncy and cheery later..But do not hold your breath:-)
Toodels

1 comment:

firehotgran said...

you have a lot of purpose i your life..raising kids is the hardest job in the world........but you can bet those kids think there is no better mother than theirs...and i love talking to you everyday......i do really miss our lunches and shopping trips....and you put purpose in my life..as well as your dad's....as for my date it was great...and you know the rest of the story.......love you always