I am a paranoid freak, yes carry on now

So far everything has been smooth with my move, although I am paranoid they will find me. I looked on my site meter today and see people who I am not sure about..Some are getting the address from an email..Every email I sent I know them, or at least where they live..So I ask who the bloody heck lives in Marissa , Ill, that I sent an email too...I always seen them at the old address, now they are here and I am paranoid..It's getting so bad I want to delete the whole dang thing....


You know its time to stick your kids in a boarding school when BilboBaggins hollars out from the coach to the little bees who are suppose to be going to bed..

"Butch, stop acting like a monkey, "

Then Blondie yells.."Butch, stop acting like a monkey...... Dad , Butch wont stop acting like a monkey"

Then earlier in the day I was snuggling with Boo and I was talking to her, then she takes her tiny little hand, covers my mouth and says "shush momma"



I am suppose to have choir practice tonight, but I told ole BilboBaggins that I may have to take a hiatus from church choir while American Idol is on. I feel so dirty thinking that, I mean what sense does it make? I feel like purging myself of things. But American Idol is the kind television vomit I can spew down easily.

And I mean it is only on for 5 months out of the whole year...Well it sounds reasonable when I am thinking it in my head anyway.

Bee Real