Wednesday, October 12, 2005

please, please..someone help me

Holy crap. Thats all I can say. I am so darn stressed out. My hair is falling out, I am in a fowl mood, everything is making me pissed off..I mean everything.

My poor 8 year old Kissing Spawn talks constanly about these damn Yo-gu-o cards and other things and I just want to take a match and burn all his cards..just for talking about them!!.....Everything these kids have been doing has been making my blood boil.

One of Covert spy spawns friends mom is talking about maybe wanting to buy our home. If it looks to good to be true....dont even expect that it will happen.

Hubby has had 5 recrutiers call him so far and all the jobs so far have been in South Carolina. So I am hoping something come out of one of them...But whatever.

I just want to go somewhere and be alone. No one to bother me, or to talk to me.

I would love to get away from here for a few days. I would love to be able to fly back to Michigan for a few days and visit with some family and maybe one friend..really dont have any freinds worth seeing i guess.

I just feel overwhelmed and want out. I need to leave it all for a short while..Just a vaction or even a one or 2 day getaway. I know this will not happen. And I can not get down on it.

Man I hate writing this kind of crap, I like to be funny and to put a bright spot on your day. Although I can not today, because I am not feeling it today at all..

Give me a few days. And I am hoping it passes. I am sorry, and I hate being a freaking downer....I wont blog again until I have something good to offer my adorering fans:)

Hopefully in a day I will be back up to speed in my life, and these nasty thoughts and stresses pass.

Thank you for listening..I need that right now;)



d said...

What, are we fairweather friends? I DON'T THINK SO!
Blog what your feeling babydoll!

Sure, it's nice to chuckle when I read your posts but I'm still gonna be here reading when your feeliing blue. Sometimes just saying "it" out loud or I guess typing it in this case, helps. Also helps to know you have people to listen (read, whatever) and maybe offer some advice or at the very least support.

Take a deep breath and let it all out. :o)

Jamie Dawn said...

I'm having some PMS right NOW, so I can't be bothered with YOUR bitching at the moment!
Let it all out; I'm just kidding you!

Felecia said...

Must be something in the Minnesota air. Spent my Tuesday being clawed at, spit on, bitten and kicked by a 2 year old and the rest of my day has found me in the FOWLEST of moods. I added a little something to my diet soda at dinner but still can't relax or mellow out. Can only get better now, right?

Congratulations on the SC possibilities - I will keep my fingers crossed for you!

keesh said...

Um, I live in Michigan, I would be worth seeing :). Hang in there chicky. things will fall together before you know it!!

Kristen said...

hang in there, girl

Melis said...

Take that trip girly! Come see ME! :) he he No worries about venting on here, that's what it's for! It actually gives me some solice reading that other people are just plain bitchy some days too! :)

Marel Lecone said...

Keep blogging it out if you can. I'm sure you'll come out of this soon. Take care. :)

Bossy♥'s YOU said...

d,thanks for being so damn cool..i am feeling even worse this yeah for me..

oh i did watch most of nip/tuck last night, and i belive i am right about you no who beoing the you no what:)

Jamie, thanks for making me smile!!..when I want to kill..your the best

Felecia, I think I need to add something to my soda..only probalem is it would take the whole bottle:)

Kish, if i came to Michigan I would love to see some of my blogger buds..but I highly doubt I will be getting there any time soon:(

Kristen, I am trying..thank you:)

Melis, trust me if I could work it out I would come..hell I would go nearly anwhere:)

Marel, I know..but I just hate bringing my best pals down with me:)

Wethyb said...

You don't have to always write funny and upbeat stuff. When you're down, you're down and we're all here to listen. Like you said, feel free to IM or email me.....I'm feeling pretty blah these days you know. Smile and know that we're all here.....whether you're funny or not!!! Hugs!!

vani said...

hey, i can relate to some of what you're going through right now- no need to apologize. better days will come- hang in there! and i've heard good things about SC, even though i've never really been there, drove though it, but never actually stopped- n e ways- good luck!!

Working Mom said...

I hope my mood didn't rub off on you...LOL I told hubby the other day I need to get away and have a vacation by myself too! Must be the changing of the season...LOL

Heather said...

Thats it girlie! Im buying you a plane ticket to Oklahoma. We'll leave my kids with my husband and go on a 2 day shopping binge. Nothing makes a girl feel better like new shoes :)

sandy said...

Come to Florida and we will walk the beach...

Bossy♥'s YOU said...

heather and sandy...dont you dare temp me ladies:)

Anna said...

It's funny that you're from MI in MN wanting to be in MI and I'm from MN in MI wanting to be in MN.

Bossy♥'s YOU said...

anna acctually I have no desire to go to michigan other than to see my dad and grnaparents...i wanna go south..LOL

Anna said...

Ideally I'd like to go south, too. We'd like to be in CO, NM or AZ.
But I do miss my friends & family in MN, sigh.
May we find happiness wherever we happen to find ourselves :)