Friday, January 13, 2006

I am going to go crawl in hole...See ya later

In the midst of my mid life crisis this was bound to happen. You recall me telling you about Meg Ryan spawn and her chest pains. Her EKG, her blood work and her chest x-ray all came back good. And she has not complained about it since, until today that is. I am one of those paranoid mom's. I hate it, but that is the way I am.

I took her to the Dr. Just to be on the safe side. The Doc told me that he was sure it was nothing, and not to worry about. He listened to her chest and says
" hmm, I don't remember hearing a murmur last time"

WTF!!.....Now I am in a state of panic. And he says that murmurs will not cause chest pain, and that most young kids have murmurs and he is sure it is nothing.

So Tuesday my baby is going to see a pediatric Cardiolgist and having an echocardiogram.

She will be 6 years old in a few weeks....And now I am worried sick. Why is it in the cards for me to go gray before I am 40? I think I need to do a list like the guy on the show " My name is Earl"

It must be my bad karma. I need a drink....Maybe 3 or 50.....

Here is my little Meg Ryan spawn, please say a little prayer for her...Or big prayer...Thank you..



















































































aint she cute..........Well to me she is anyway.....

Have a good a weekend....Not sure when I will be back..

Toodles

30 comments:

Anonymous said...

first of all, i'm first here on the comments. i really like that when it happens. it's cause for celebration.

now, lets talk about your child. she is very beautiful, and you need to stop your worrying, and fretting. do what i say.

now for a question for you. in your profile picture, is that a hat on the back of your head, or is the back of your hair a different color than the front?

i'm a curious person, and i want to know. i like to observe, and comment on things. some people don't like this about me. some people don't even like me. but there are a few really kind people who do like me, and to those people, i will write them into my will. and believe me, i have a lots of stuff to give away. lots of things i've picked up at yardsales and what not.

i'll be checking back to see the answers to my lovely questions.

be good!!!!
ps, no drinking!! you're going to be a pastors wife, and that is not proper behavior. i read that in the bible. somewhere.

Krystal said...

I'll put her into the prayer basket tonight at Reiki. We'll all send her energy.

eyes_only4him said...

susie,
I feel like a ahorses behind cuz I have been spelling your name with a Z instead of an S..sorry dude..

ok, thank you..and I am sure it is nothing too..but ya no how being a mom is...ugg

ok, no hat in my profile picutre..it is my hair color, I dye my hair brown but my blode keeps shining thru..SO chances are in the picutre it looks like I have 2 diffenrt hair colors;)

I like to think of it as " creative highlighting"

so, am i in your will?

Hizzle,
thank you sweety, I needed to hear that;)

eyes_only4him said...

Krystal,
thank you sweety...that means a lot to me:)

eyes_only4him said...

oh susie,
i just looked at my picutre...it is the shadow..i did some photo shopping on it and messed with colors..thats what it is..haha

good eye...like a hawk i tell ya

Karin said...

Christina, I am sure that everything will be ok but tonight at services I will mention you when we pray for those who need healing or strength. Don't worry about the gray thing hair dye has come along way. If you really feel like you still need a drink though I can whip up some smoretinis, trust me you will feel no pain afterwards.

Anonymous said...

THought I'd stop by and let you in on what was going on. Some ass decided to post anonymously about a comment I made about trading my camera or one of the kids to a mugger and I lashed out. I pretty much told them they were chickenshit and opinions were like assholes everyone had one and they all stunk. Anyways after I thought about it I decided to delete the entire thing because they don't deserve an answer from me. I'm just so sick of trolls.

eyes_only4him said...

Karin,
thank you...

and I will take you up on the drink offer..sounds right up my ally

bav,
well this makes me feel better, now I have to worry bout her when she gets pregagnt..which wont be for a good 50 years..haha

Charmed..

oh, trolls suck

keesh said...

She is REALLY CUTE! and she will be in my prayers as well as you and I am sure he is right, it is probably nothing. But be thankful you will get peace of mind going to someone who knows what could be causing it. Could be a growth thing. Hang in there hon!
Krystal - if that is your body in the icon, I am hanging it on my fridge as a goal, you go girl!

momma of 2 said...

Your Meg Ryan Spawn will be fine - it will be nothing... they like to cause worry for nothing... yep - that's it... She will be fine - but to help you sleep better - I've added her to a prayer circle - in a matter of minutes half of the US will be praying for good results.... (I have connections - perhaps having a Great Aunt that's a Sister, and an Great Uncle that's a Father has something to do with it?)

eyes_only4him said...

Kish,
thank you girl..that is what is keeping me sane right now, knowing in a few days if I can stop the worry..kids I tell ya..

coolchic,
thanks, she thinks she looks pretty cool with her missing teeth too...Before I had kids I worried bout my dog too..he had siezures too..but I wont tell you how that one ended..

Momma,
I love a girl who as " connections" thank you for praying for her...this means a great deal to me;)

Jamie Dawn said...

She is a real cutie pie. A murmur is not something to be worried about. I think the doc is being extra cautious and having her thoroughly checked out since she is complaining of those pains. My son gets terrible chest pains. He has for years. My hubby said he had them too for years while he was growing up. It could be something called pleurisy or it might be angina. Whatever it is, it needs to be checked. I'm sure you will be posting that all is okay next week, and if it is something, I think it will be something minor. God bless Meg Ryan Spawn... and her mommy too!!

Anonymous said...

i noticed you spelled my name wrong, but the thing is, i don't really care. i'm used to it, and it doesn't bother me. just so long as you don't call me sue. i hate that name. for ME not for other people, i'm just not a sue. or a susan. so as long as it SOUNDS right coming out yer mouth, were good.

so you are a hair person, i picked that up awhile ago. you like to do hair. me too. ever since i was a little girl, i dreamed of being a hair person. thats why i'm almost done with my bachelors in social work, rightttttttttt.

why you cover up the blonde, people would kill to have blonde hair naturally, and you cover it up. you are a weirddddddddddddddddddddooooo.

i really am going to read your whole blog some day. so if you see my isp address lurking for long hours, don't freak out. okay?

eyes_only4him said...

JD,
thank you,I am sure come tuesday evening I will have a clean bill of health to report on her..thank you for your good thoughts ;)

Suzie
ok I like spelling it with a Z, and since you dont care, it will be "our" speacil thang:)

Yes I am a hair girl, I did it once, ( i mean the did hair)..I guess I was tired of the blonde, and the hubby likes it brown now..although I dont look like the spawns now..as you can see..they are toeheads..

and dont waste your time reading all this crap...it isnt hardly worth it..

:)

mal said...

I am not sure where you will be seeing the cardiologist, but I can tell you if it is in the Twinkies you can feel confident. From personal experience I know there are LOTS of good ones here

Melis said...

You know that my thoughts and prayers are with ya chicky! Sending TONS of happy thoughts that everything's ok! :)

pack of 2 said...

Damn...I can NOT believe how much that child looks like
MEG RYAN...It's a trip I tell ya!!! You should go on the news or something...LOL...It is truly wild to me...She does look exactly like her.

OK...about the murmur.

I had one when I was a kid It went away later in life...I think in my teens. It didn't cause me any problems...It's probably fine. Sorry that you are worried about her...poor momma;(

Prayers from Packof2 coming your way!

Jim said...

Hi Christina

Your daughter is soooooooo cute.

I vote for you to have it checked. Our daughter Karen, has a murmur. She has had it since she was little and it hasn't bothered anything. Her condition was called a mitro valve prolapse.

If they leak while sticking (or what makes the murmur) the blood doesn't all go where it is supposed to, instead some comes rushing back into where it came from. This makes for an inefficient heart if it is very leaky, and will need repairing.

People get them when they get old too. Mine has two, the mitro valve and the aortic valve. Old people their valves replaced when they get too bad.

Incidentally, Adi's vet said she had a heart murmur this morning. He rated them from 1 to 6, six being a really bad one. Adi's is about a two. He said his ears weren't good enough to hear a one.

He said old people and dogs get to coughing when these get real bad. Like congesitive heart failure which he said it would be for her then.

We will be praying for her too.
..

eyes_only4him said...

Kylz,
this is why I refer to her as Meg Ryan spawn..hahahaa

thank you for your good thoughts.I appreaicite greatly

Mallroy,
she is going to the childrens hosptial there in the city..hope they no what the hell thier doing:)

Melis,
thanks....your a good friend:)

Shangie,
thanks girls...it makes me feel better hearing those of you who have or had the same thing, but what scares is her chest pain....I may be the one who needs a new ticker by the time this is all done..haha

Jim,
thank you..I think she is kinda cute too..haha...thank you for your good thoughts, it means a lot to me JIm;)

Cliff said...

Prayer sent. All will be well.
Re: the pics. Lock her up til she's 20.

Foxy said...

wow, you ain't kidding- she looks just like meg ryan! :)

i developed a heart murmur with my 1st pregnancy, don't ask me why they say its pretty common and there are no real side effects. every now and then i can litteraly feel my heart skip a beat, that's really about it. don't worry momma!

The English Student said...

She does look like Meg Ryan. That's pretty cool actually. One of my guy friends said that I look like her or Reese Witherspoon.

I'm sure that your baby will be all right. My friend had a murmur and it wasn't really anything that serious. However, my prayers are with you and your daughter in hopes that it isn't anything too serious.

I know how mothers worry because I have one who loves me very much.

eyes_only4him said...

cliff,
thanks...and I will be ,locking her up shortly after her birthday;)

vani, TES,
thank you girls...means a lot:)

and I dont call her Meg Ryan spawn for nuttin..haha..( and she DOES not get her good looks from me, thats for dang sure)

mal said...

Childrens is good *S* A friend of mine is a pediatrician on staff there. She is a perfectionist as are her co workers that I have met

Robin said...

Yes, she IS cute!! And try not to worry too much. It will only make you feel worse, and little Meg will start to pick up on that.

Both hubby and I have had heart murmurs for forever, and we haven't had any issues because of them. I was even ok when I was pregnant. So, I hope it's nothing more than that. But, I will keep you and her in my thoughts! Keep us posted!! :-)

eyes_only4him said...

coolchic,
I cnat find your email on your page either..LMAO..i gave it to you in your comment section..

Mallory,
well that makes me feel better, I dont know too much about the place..thanks for the heads up:)

Robin,
thank you sweety..I am hoping it is nothing, I am sure it is..but you know how we mothers are..:)
I will keep everyone posted..we go tuesday, so you can bet my wed. post will fill ya in:)

Dottie said...

Try not to worry too much, I have had a murmur all of my life as well as mitro valve prolapse and even with 4 pgs, I have never had a problem. It is good to know and have checked out b/c they usually like to give meds before you see the dentist to decrease the risk of infections.

Murmurs sound scary but in most cases, it's nothing bad.

eyes_only4him said...

dottie
i try not to worry..but we are mother's and this is what we do..heehee..thank you for your prayers too sweety

kylz
you no how i love a smart ass, your my girl:)

Me said...

I'm keeping my fingers crossed and saying a prayer for Meg Ryan spawn. Keep your chin up and try not to worry. I know, easier said than done.

Golly, that last picture sure does look like Meg Ryan doesn't it?

eyes_only4him said...

thank you beth..

she does doesnt she?..I dont know how that happned either..LMAO