I have been thinking. And when I think, bad things happen. First, I think I need to walk 60 miles. Mr Shaky tells me he does not want me doing it, as he is unsure of my ability. Not my ability to walk 60 miles, he knows that would be a breeze. But my ability to raise 2200 bucks is questionable in his eyes. . He does not think I am the "fundraising type"..What the hell? He is sure I will not be able to collect the donations. This angers me a bit, for a few reasons...First being no one should tell me I aint capable of anything...Second being, does he think I am so lazy that I wont go getting donations and then we have to fork over the 2200 bucks?..I don't know, I don't get it..
I am so signing up for sure now, and holy shit, if I don't get my donations, he will be so freaking pissed off, I may go for a walk a lot longer then 60 miles.
I walked for 2 hours yesterday, I am in training mode. But I could only cover a little less then 10 miles in that two hour period. This is not looking good. I need to hit it harder.
I have been thinking about what I want for my birthday...This is what I want,
I want the Bowflex Treadclimber. Its only about $2,300....After I take donation for my walk, I am doing a donation for this. I am tired of being an obese piglet.
What else was I going to say?...
I don't know....I am tired of working...Seems all I do is work anymore. If I aint working for this, I am working for that..I have been working so hard that I am sure pretty soon I will have enough money to roll in...Or sleep with, or use as band aides or tampons..So that is hopeful I guess.
I better work all I can just in case I cant get all my donations..Holy shit, I am so stressing about it now..Mr Shaky has me shaking in my New Balance Cross Trainers.
Anyway, that's all I have...I wont be posting again till at least Friday...And my next post will be my 800th post...Go me, I have no damn life, that's what that says about me..
I will leave u with a few words of Boo wisdom..This is what she told me last night.
pee pee is water, but poop is alive
take what u will from that people, I am sure there is some wisdom in that somewhere..Just look for it damn it, I aint gonna do your thinking for you.