sunshine, on my shoulders, makes me crabby

Sorry.

I have been sick the last few days. You know the type of sick where you pray for certain death, yet you don't want to miss the next episode of Nancy Grace or ER?

Yeah that kinda sick.

My head has been hurting bad. I'm sure my tumor and or aneurysm is about to implode.

I also have some sort of tumor or growth in my esophagus..When I swallow, it feels like there is something in there...Something bad..

It might be a jelly bean from last Easter, I can not entirely rule that shit out.

But between my head, my throat and my unruly hair, I am thinking my time is nearly up.

Plus Def Leppard is playing in Detroit next Thursday and I can not come up with a good enough excuse to drive there.

A friend of mine has the tickets and the hotel, I just need to get there.

Only I don't have the money to drive there right now.

Unless I take away Christmas from the tots...And they have been little bastards lately.

I don't know, I'm still thinking about it. I would have to take Boo with me and drop her off and some relatives house while I go slut around Detroit looking for my boys.

I have been so depressed lately. I have been thinking of going home for a visit anyway.

The job market in this county is making me a tad homicidal..

I have some prospects...very nice ones, working for some doctors and one is writing for a local newspaper.

but a of right now, everything looks pretty fucking bleak for this ole bitch.

I just need a get away.

Sure I traveled 12 states this summer, but none of it was for enjoyment purposes.

Either going to rescue the sister from the wandering pecker in Virgina Beach or going to spit on grannys grave in Lac Cruses..

Oh the joys of family get together's.

I am going to start a weight loss blog. And we are all invited.

Its going to be one where all the members can write in.

I have not set it up yet, but i will soon.

I am going to have it set to private so in case some of you don't want your weight business all over the world wide web, no one can see it but the members.

We can exchange recipes, tips, workouts, photos and things of that sort.

So if you want to join email at wherethebeesare@yahoo.com and when I get the blog started, I will send you invites to join and we can all post and just have a good ole fat time.

I must go now, I think my tumor is about to implode.

Good Day..