Holiday

I am tired, I am fed up I am pissed, I am sick...That sums up the last few days. My son (whom I will be referring to as the boy now) came home early Tuesday from school with a fever of 103. I thought to myself, with the medical training and knowlgde I have, he can go till at least 104...No need to rush and get him, as I knew he was laying comfortable in the nurses office. And hell it was negative 5 outside so I was in no hurry. He had a heart beat, he had a pulse and brain activity. No damn need to rush. My hair was still wet from just getting out of the shower..I wanted my hair to dry or it freezes..For those of you piss ants whom have never had to deal with frozen hair..It sucks ass..

SO I go pick him up bou 2 hours later..ok I am joking it was like 10 minutes..and he is all sprawled out on the bed in the office crying..Telling me that I should not of sent him to school.Blah Blah bale about how I suck donkey ass as a mother..Ya, I know it already..

This is Tuesday night, which now is American Idol night. If your going to die, better make it after 9pm, that's when the show ends...

So then he goes to bed and Boo gets sick...She decided against better judgment and stayed up all night..She came up to our room and layed in bed with me..And did this over and over

momma, momma, momma..

then I say what

u da best momma

over and over...Or she would tell me she was not sweepy but she was berry pwetty dough..

Finally at 4 am she fell asleep, then Mr shakys alarm goes off at 5...I have one hour I can sleep...But no...I have to be awake to talk to whomever feels they need to converse with me..

I been to the doctor, and for the last time mind you..When u go there, they tell you shit...And I don't like knowing some shit...Anyway, now my bees are sick..All but Blondie and that is cuz she is so damn tough she kicked this bugs ass even before it had a chance to hit her nasal caivity to hit her lungs...She is a brave girl that one...

I plan on spending my weekend doing nothing but workout and eat mass qaunties of grass seeds and bean sprouts.

My 40 pound weight loss by my birthday is fast approaching, as well as my 60 mile walk for the boobs..

I am sorry this post makes little or no sense, as I am writing at 1 am hopped up on Ambien cuz this bitch cant sleep to save her soul, plus I was late getting home from work cuz the train I was waiting for just fucking stopped. Stopped right on the middle of the tracks, that lead to the road that leads to Bossys house..I was livid. I woulda shot someone ifen I had a gun...But I didnt.good thing..''

Well that's all I got, maybe I will have a more put together story tomorrow, this is all I have now...I am not drunk but I am high on something...Man I love that Ambein...Yea...Its nice..

ok have a good weekend...Or don't, I could care less at this point..I have enough crap I am dealing with, so u go ahead and do as u wish..U always do anyway.
]BEe reAl